SOL - Looking From The Outside

       Music. It's a form of transportation. I can sit at my desk and watch people, tuning out the world's issues with the blast of a note. God this year's been rough. When I sit and watch, I feel like I'm doing just that. Watching. It could be a movie. Or a book. Or anything else, really. And I don't have to be a part of anything important, or be a crucial part of any ones day. Except, apparently, Adam's. He seems to need to "meet" with me about 4 times a day. These "meetings" are mostly a one way conversation where he asks the questions and I say things like yep and OK. It's a waste of time, like most of my life seems to be right now. I'm mad at school. I'm mad at home, because of school. I don't do my work, and I know that. But sitting here, blocking out the world, I can think. I have this story in my head. It's complicated and elaborate, and never seems to totally be there, but it comes to me when I try to think. Or let my mind wander. Or stare out a window. It's here now, and I just think about it. Think about it while I look from the outside

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