March 2 - All I Can Do Is Get Better

Even when I study, even when I practice, it doesn't feel like I'm prepared. For anything really. I studied and studied until my brain just about exploded, but I still didn't know the title of the painting on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel. I practiced and practiced, but still felt like I wasn't in the right place to intercept the ball. I've had the last four years to practice being a buddy, but still felt like I wasn't prepared for the forceful attitude I received today. I thought I knew how crisis six would work, but it turned out I missed a whole paragraph. But that's all I really can do, right? Practice and study until I remember when Mannerism was popular, or figure out where to be so the stopper doesn't have to do all the work. If I practice and study, all I can do is get better.